Scared

So I feel scared today.  A little overwhelmed.  It's so good to be home and be around my home peeps...but I feel that scaredy feeling in my gut.  Scared I won't be able to rent the house...scared that I can't raise money... scared that I don't know exactly when I'm flying back to San Juan...just SCARED overall.   Don't know how to explain it cuz I KNOW that God is in all of this and it's my processing time and I have to TRUST Him and put one foot in front of the other one and be obedient and all that....   But I'm scared today and want to hide in my bed.

So I won't.  I'm getting out.  I'm going to hear some friends speak TRUTH into my life and encourage me  and pray and ask me questions about where I've been and what I'm doing.  

And maybe I'll cut my hair.  Okay, that might not be a good idea for today.  :)

If you think about it- PRAY.     I NEED HIM.

nik